It hasn’t been easy or quick, this awakening within. Sometimes it seems that this journey is an ever-evolving process of digging out the old wounds, learning what they’ve had to teach then letting them go. My journey of healing and personal evolution gained massive traction 2012 when I took my first class in the ThetaHealing® technique. I had been seeking for about four years to make significant changes in my life. I went to a Deep Feeling therapist, took a magic class that introduced me to Reiki, Huna, Astrology, Numerology, chakra meditations, aromatherapy, herbalism, and other forms of energy work…and of course magical work. Someone introduced me to Bruce Lipton’s book The Biology of Belief, and that was when I learned that the subconscious mind is central to perception and experience of life and the world. I understood this quickly, but had no idea what in the subconscious needed to change or how to do it. Then the ThetaHealing technique showed up for me to learn, and I’ve been using it ever since.
Beginning this journey was about just being ok myself. It was about stopping the pain, heartache, frustration, confusion, the feeling of never good enough. I set out on this mission to change my life. In my first ThetaHealing class, I never imagined I’d actually be using this technique to help others. Over seven years of learning and working this technique daily for myself, with my teacher and swapping sessions with several other practitioners, I made baby steps and leaps of progress in feeling better, dropping fifty pounds, getting to know and love myself, learned about what I am manifesting (both wanted and unwanted) and why, gaining emotional maturity, creating healthy boundaries (I started out with none!), learned to balance my empathetic abilities and tendencies, and so much more. Sitting in that first class, I had no idea how different I would be in seven years. As I write this in October, 2019 (updating the bio), I feel like I have stepped out of the shadows and into the light.
I truly love sharing what I’ve learned with others and assisting them along their own path of personal healing and evolution. One of the major lessons I learned is that I cannot do this for others…I can only assist. I cannot walk the path or do the practice work for you. My areas of genius are in digging for the subconscious beliefs, feelings, patterns, and dynamic systems that need to shift, and seeing connections where there appear to be none. I facilitate the shifts, asking Creator to make the changes, then it’s up to you to receive them or not and follow that up with practicing the new vibrations.
I believe we are all deserving and worthy of the Unconditional Love, Joy, and Truth of the All That Is – and of ourselves. I believe we all have the capacity to step out of our own shadows and into our personal Divine Light. One of the greatest things I’ve seen on social media is this quote:
“Nobody tells you this, but getting into alignment with your inner being can sometimes feel like baptizing a cat.”
It’s true. It really is. I walked into this work with the naiveté thinking it was the silver bullet that would vanquish the darkness within once and for all. In a way, it has been, but not like I thought it would be. It’s a process. It’s an unraveling. It’s rebuilding, restructuring, relearning, and a lot of letting go. Sometimes it is sweet relief, sometimes like baptizing a cat. It’s also worth it. So, so worth it.